i'm trying to come back, to return to my artwork. i made an attempt to pick up on an idea i had right before george left, three life size body bag silhouettes cut out on masonite and painted in in the same way i painted pig silhouettes before (i will post a pic of what i'm talking about soon, don't have them in digital form, only in slides). s will cut them out for me if i ever get down to doing this. it kinda got me a bit excited yesterday as i asked s about it but now i'm not. the reason i'm writing this is so that i mark this idea and remind myself of it when i re-read my blog.

something else i haven't touched is my sketch book, not even for writing, i can't write either but i know this bottling things inside will just be worse. at some point i will explode and it won't be pretty. how do i force myself to let it out though?